After my church seems convinced that the drums are heathen, I attempted to take up my keyboards again. After working dilignetly on a song I thought I knew well. But when I played it with one of the children in the church I botched it terribly. The worst thing about it was that the little girl was concerned that I would.
I have played the drums and feel so comfortable doing it. Today when I played the keyboard I was so nervous though. I had not been that nervous since my sermon in Lapine. Drumming seems to come so much more naturally that the keyboards. I just start playing and go into another world. I can feel God with me. I enjoy playing the keyboards but am not sure if I am learning enough to really be able to play well.