After messing up on the performance on the keyboards with a little girl in the church, this last Sabbath I was told by not one but 2 members that I should practice more. I informed them that I had appaulogized to the girl in question. But, now I find myself asking; "Is there any ministry that I do well for the church in question.
I tried to speak, and was told by the pastor at that time I would never speak at my church. He said the church would not accept my sermon.
I tried to get into music ministry with the instrument that I play well, and was told it is heathen.
Itried to take an instrument that would be more accepted and am again my playing is critisized.
In Matthew 13:57 it says a prophet does not have honor in his home town. A prophet I may not be but it sure seems like my home church does not accept me. If I play or speak at other towns I am asked to return. If I speak or play in my home town I am critisized. God Please Help to find where you want me, and help me find you there.
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