To drum or not to drum

3/29/09
My heart has a true passion for music. Another drummer heard me play and said that she could tell that I was letting the other instrumentalist lead. I remember telling a member of the group I practice with that that I did well to discs, but was uncertain how I would fair playing with other instruments. I have gone several months making it look good, and enjoyed it more than I posibly could have imagined. Now I have a deep desire to play for the Lord, but have been informed that my drumming is substandard.
Do I keep trying thinking I will improve, or admit that as much as I enjoy music I should not play because of my lack of skill?